saturday nights are always fun even without the crazy party sessions
with love
from adelaide

  so uni officially starts tomorrow which i am pretty psyched about considering that i have been doing pretty much nothing but typical house duties for the past month after my move. i know when i was in sec school i use to say i wanna be a tai tai. well now i don't! i had a whole month experience living that life. and it's definitely something i cannot get use to. 
my car broke down after moving here and michael has been spending the past couple of weeks trying to fix it up. i feel so pretty much handicapped without it. thank goodness the weather isn't too hot for me to take the bus. 
i feel a little weird posting an entry on lj due to the fact that i actually havent posted anything on here for ages putting a side the little random "i miss you guys"  entries. just thought i try to do a few entries about my life here and there so that friends would not get the shockersss just like they always do whenever i call.
there is always that "HUH?!?", "since when?", "OH MY GOD". hopefully this can help a little. i hope. i'm trying to make myself feel a part of globalisation.... hahahahaha. not !

k lotsa love
xoxo

a friend said to me today,
"i cant believe you gave up your dancing shoes for oven mittens, pots and pans."
is this true i dont know.
maybe this was what i needed to balance out my life.
we are all not getting any younger.
it's probably time i took up more responsibility

and to my friends i left behind.
i miss you guys so much even the ones i dont talk to much

10 weird things/habits of Chanel

1. i'm in love with an old man.
2. i've been recently rejecting alcohol offers. (weird i know but yeah)
3. i've often twitch(sp?) my index finger.
4. i do my congo dance to my lovely house music.
5. i find every opportunity to take a drive around even if it's no where.
6. i am a wanna be broadway superstar in the bedroom where i often fall off beds during my performance and start laughing at my stupidity.
7. i like the smell of cologne and cigs on my man.
8. i prefer dark hair to blonde hair on guys and green eyes.
9. i always look at my tummy after i eat.
10.i always say "don't know" before answering a question i actually know.

it sucks to know that work is a 3 minute drive away
which means
it's a 30 minute walk for me

I know I have not updated in here for eons but when I have been sitting her for the past 5 hours trying to start an essay, I’d search for all sorts of other things to do like make coffee (knowing that I will finish it in like 15 minutes and find every reason to make another to perk me up) and walk to and fro to the fridge to pick on grapes. Seriously I think someone needs to literally watch over me and tell me, “Chanel do your work or there will be no Thailand”. Even though I know that is not the case but with that hold get away in my mind, I can’t help searching for webbies of Phi Phi and Samui.

I shall hit the shower with intentions of “freshening up” and then sit in front of my lappy till I finish (although I know I’ll probably go cook or something). Besides, it’s good that I have the thought of completing my assignment today even though it is due next week, no?

ps:/ reason for my lack of concentration is because i havent been taking my regular dosages of ciggies... let's just say, Chanel is on the road to quitting.

pss:/ Support Chanel's quit smoking campaign.

i miss all of you...

you know who you are.

i want to see all of you soooooon

lets just say
i'll pull it as simple as possible.
i give up.
dont ask why.
i just cant be bothered anymore.
i am tired of trying.


so goodbye.

ps. i dont like empty promises, false hopes, and bull shit/ for the sake of it conversations

i'm stepping out of the race for a while
trying to find my state of mind
i'm going no where
i have no direction
someone please guide me
i wanna do this on my own
but i cant
i need him by my side
he's been long time gone
i don't love him
i just miss him

fuck the feeling i have right now. i'm just some confused kid. dont expect too much out of me or else you'll be shocked at the things i can do

okay so i havent updated for damn long over here. but blogger is fucked up. or maybe its just my internet explorer. shit man. yesterday i had real great fun after a very long time. it was ryan's bday. dinner at billy bomber's at bugis den we headed down to slack at the beach. we were all cranky. but we had a great time! well that is for me lah.

got to head the books man. prelims next week. i'm so screwed. havent touched geog and ss. shit. gotta run

thanks to all who made yesterday possible...
thanks to all the wonderful presents it was really great...
i received....

thick brown belt,pouch and pink pearl earin - fera, audrey,cherm,ili (i think)
thick white bangle and hot pink earings - sam fok and laura
super nice sexy green top - kim and mark
perlini earings - mel
sex pistols cap - tim, ben, shep
converse top - melanie, lino and tracy
maple leaf bracelet with bells - jaslyn and gwen
and my new stuffed sheep TASH-PAT-CROSS-BRAD - tasha, pat, shawn cross and bradley

thanks for the prezzies once again... love them all....

yesterdae a whole big group of ppl came... got to know a few more ppl's character... everything was great putting a side the slight tensed atmosphere between clicks... glad that nothing bad happen.. and i would like to thank everyone for that too...hehe.... i'm so happy now... THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE!

i dont know why i am feeling like this
it hurts me so much just to see him in THE state
if only he knew how much i cared for him
things wouldn't be so difficult for me

well i have been busy t hese past few days doing up my room...
went to ikea on thursdae and i bought a shoe cupboard and a white princess-ie bed frame..
its real sweet...
so happy
den on fridae i went to get pink paint for my room and it was collete's bdae too
manage to finish painting my walls PINK last night and put back all the shelving all by myself.. so proud
den i soon got bored.. so i started painting butterflies on the wall
i have 2 PURPLE butterflies now... i slowly paint more soon... no hurry

my bed should be coming tomorrow den my room should be almost completed...
just have to get the curtains and clear up the mess...
i might be giving half of my clothes awae cos i dun even use them anymore... hehe...
i'm really supperly proud of my room
so happy...
so if anyone wants to come over... by all means.. hehe...

gonna go for dinner at aunty michelle's place later with rach sam and jasmin...
gotta meet them at parkway at 4 to get her and uncle gary the'r christmas presents...

you know what i miss elie so much... now that she in dunno which part of japan... i just feel weird...
christmas is gonna be so weird this year without rach around... she's going to BANG-COCK and ya..
i mean its like we've spent the last 2 years of christmas together and this year she's going away... DAMN!!!

i have 12 days to christmas and i have not gotten anyone anything yet...
i have 13 days to my a.maths exam and i haven't started studying yet.. oopsie !
i have 14 days to my the dance performance for the prime minister
i have 19 days before school re-opens and i haven't done any od my homwork which is like
->malay project -which i totally cant be bothered to do
->maths tys -the 2 exam papers
->geography -which i totallyhave no idea what i am suppose to do
->art -20 thumbnail sketches of my final piece which i am going to get started with real soon.. YAY!
i love art... haha... makes me feel so artistically talented which i am so not...

ok.... i feel like typing more so yeah...
yesterday for collete's birthdae we had seafood..
mum,kaisha,grandpa,penny,ishak and my brudder in law -fadly were all there...
it was quite an entertaining dinner....

cant wait for tomorrow.... the bed the bed the bed... the bed is coming... haha...
i have glenn's bbq on monday dance on tuesday,wednesday and thurday,with my friends on fridae, shopping on saturday and studying on sunday... i got it all planned out.. yay! shall go start getting ready soon... till den...toodles~

oh my oh my
havent updated for like a damn damn damn long time
i dunno why but i'm very tired now but at the same time in a very jumpy happy mood
haha
cousin is staying over todae... might be going cycling later..
finally manage to get a job
starting tomorrow... haha okae
gtg now

A boy to call my own
I knew from the beginning
you were just a flirt
but yet i fell in love with you
knowing i'd get hurt

I'd thought i'd tie you down
and make you love just one
but how can i do something
no one else has ever done

I know you'll never love me
i'm trying not to cry
but i must find the strength
to kiss your lips goodbye

So when you ask for me
you'll find i won't be there
because i want a boy to call my own
not one i have to share

Blue Eyes


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